hey. Im new to this site, but got it off of some relay for life forms..im not a cancer survivor. Ive never had it. However, i just lost my best friend to it. She was my hero and shes literly always been there for me. She was my grandma.  I know shes gone. And i know it hasnt been that long. But im confused wheather its in my head yet. Im having trouble convincing myself shes gone. anyone have the same problem?