As I was said before. We met different doctor some give you hope other take away. I been in support groups trying to understant how you get your self ready for bad news and the posible loss of a love me. My husband is been a inspiration for me, he is alway thinking in other people worrie for the family putting other people first. maybe you read this and said this make nonsense but cancer don't make sense to me. A wonderful father, army veteran, hard worker, good friend, good son and wonderful husband why have to go throught so much pain. Maybe some body out there understant this pain. We are just ordinary people that want to make a different. Last year was our first year of relay, three days after we have the news the cancer spread. In that relate I learn about courage and heart! I was dress as a bee and my husband walk all night long.This year I work hard to raise money for relay, for my husband legacy. Friday we going to the doctor again pray for us.